Crush ♥︎

Updated: Feb 23

I don't know where to start. I've just been having these dreams and thoughts that constantly repeat in my head. It's like the thought of him is too much to handle at once and I get all hot and nervous, and weird. Which gets even worse when I see him because it's like his body is calling me towards him. This is almost like when an asteroid shoots by our planet and gets caught up in its gravitational pull. In this case, you are this hurtling asteroid heading straight into the planet of cute boys. Of course, I stay by his side like a cute whipped puppy. I feel like I'm in love with him but not...LOL. I guess the reason why I'm writing this is because I don't know what to do. He is so BEAUTIFUL it hurts. I'm literally melting just thinking about him. Till now, these thoughts have been so private and I've always been scared of writing them down as if that would make them real. The crazy part is I feel so connected to him but it's just impossible to be mentally and physically connected to someone you know but barely know. I am friends with him and I wanna be closer to him but it is not that easy. I feel like the people around us are constantly pushing us away from each other. At this point, it has become a pure fantasy. However, I can't help but think about what if? I have always found him to be very sweet and funny, and someone I can spend a lot of time with. Even though there are... others, he is the only person to make me feel this way. I truly wonder if he feels the same way but I guess I will never know.

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